I hurt.
Everywhere.
It's past midnight now, and I only left my dorm room once. I woke up after about 14 or 16 hours of sleep...and I'm kinda x.x still. I only left my dorm room to get food once today [I ate cake for lunch/breakfast] and yeah. I worked on this Photoshop image ALL DAY:
I'm in love with that image. It's been in my head for ages. It turned out...exactly like I wanted it to. I even entered it in a competition! Just...happiness.
I still keep thinking about the video shoot [while avoiding moving] and can't help but just smile. In my deviantART inbox this morning, I had two deviations of other people's waiting for me.
o.o
Weird, huh?
xxxxxx
I'm excited for the next video shoot. I'm glad I have time to heal before it starts up again. I might just go -thud- if it were today. I'm not sure when it is - I'm currently awaiting that email. I'm excited!
I'm probably going to be doing a video every weekend. I've already probably gotten in on another video already - about being sucked into a videogame. THERE WILL BE SWORD FIGHT.
Best conversation ever.
This means going home will be rare. I'm kinda sad about this - but it's kinda good at the same time. Forces me to not feel like I'm vacationing here - but actually living here. I'm worried about my cat though. I miss him already. I can't just email or call him. I have to be there to hold him and cuddle him. Grr.
I want my kitty!
Maybe there will be a weekend where I have nothing to do.
I kinda hope so.
I want to stay busy with my new [job] TAT.
Life is just very surreal at the moment. No one is on campus but me and a few people. I ate dinner in the DC at like...6pm, and there was only about 20 people in there. Normally at that time, there's a line out the door and most of the tables are filled...probably closer to 100 or so. It's weird.
Then I keep flashing on yesterday and it's so...surreal. And BOTH my besties have texting now. Like...am I in a parallel Universe where I actually have a strange thing called luck? Whoa. Weird. I must have changed Universes when I walked through that thick fog. Or maybe when I turned 18? Hmmm.
With the day after I turned 18 - with the epic aquarium with friends and family...to the day after with video and certain people...
I'm just so happy.
It's weird to go from so emo to so happy in like a few posts. I'm just valuing this amount of luck I have. I know it's not forever or even for the day - nor hour. But I will enjoy it.
Goodnight moon.
<3
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