When it's okay to eat cereal dry

When you're a lazy college student that doesn't want to clean the bowl later.
I rest my case.

IN OTHER NEWS...
I want a hedgehog.

I didn't take/make that pic.
BUT OMG.
<3

GOALS IN LIFE:
•Direct, Produce, Write, Score, and/or Edit a silver screened movie.
•Really poke/tickle/hug a penguin.
•OWN A HEDGEHOG.
•...and all that "live a full and happy life and fall in love and have kids someday..." stuff. But not before the hedgehog. >_>

Deff of a bad night

Kicked out of dorm because roomie wants time with a boy.
Kicked out of friend's dorm, because they want to go to a full-out party - and I'm not into that.
Dealing with two people that obviously out of the room, when finally getting back into the home dorm.
Hiding in the HALLWAY of the LOBBY of the dorm, so they can have time together.
Sitting alone with no one to talk to in a dorm room, while everyone is out having fun.
Feeling like a loser and not worthy to be a college student.
Crying for the first time at college nine days after I got there.
Coming to the realization that adulthood starts in a week - and not feeling ready for it.
Trying to watch True Blood for the first time since going to college - and Mega Video informs me that I have watched 72 minutes today - even though I haven't fucking watched anything online in about ten days.
Turning on a lava lamp for company.
Feeling really, really homesick for the first time.
Feeling really, really alone.
Feeling mildly hysterical and sitting in your dorm room with a teddy bear, feeling even worse for attempting to comfort myself with a teddy bear.
Wondering why Pandora keeps playing songs about being alone, broken up with, and sad.
Fuck you, Pandora.

Not wanting roomie to walk in to see crying, so quickly wiping off tears with a rough napkin and hiding teddy bear under covers, sitting back at desk like I'm just being a nerd.
...just to turn out it's more people having fun..

Not sure what to do to make life better.

I'm fairly certain I could make a movie about my life, and people wouldn't believe it.


Welcome to the night of August 27, 2009.

Welcome to my worst night in college yet.

Life

LIFE...|
Fade in – child MC puts on headset, starting smooth, very soothing music for both the audience and the MC. A beam falls behind them, and the child MC pushes themselves off the bed. They continue to walk to a door, as the room continues to collapse around them – their expression remaining bored and uninterested.

Switch MC with a slightly older actor, as soon as they pass through the threshold – continue this trend with random destruction around them, until they exit the house at college-age.

Looking over their shoulder at the now destroyed house, their expression changes from bored to sad – possible tears. Camera pans back to show a college sticker on their backpack. Have them take off their headphones - causing the music to sound more tinny/distant.

Fade to black – make sure the song ends as soon as it goes all black.
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That's the idea I'm bringing to my TAT meeting/kickback tomorrow. I doubt anyone will actually hear it from me - but yeah.
It would be filmed in black and white, real film, and yeah. That may turn into my capstone project for TAT ^-_-^
Oh...and if this idea is stolen, you will have a 5'2", 110lb girl on your doorstep that will probably remove some valuable body part 0=D

My Major

So I'm majoring in something called TAT - Teledramatic Arts and Technology - and it's epic. I had two of the classes today [only meet once a week - one is lecture the other is lab]


AND OMG.
!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!

Oh...and the class is over half cute boys - and one like random graying-40-year-old. yeah. Whatever. MASSIVE AMOUNT OF CUTE BOYS.
I'm game.