Oh night time - I was planning to fill you with dreams of brilliant colors, random events, non-nonsensical fantasies, and overall epic goodness. But no - this was stolen from me...by a mixture of people that are in a different time zone as me, an overactive mind, and an upset tummy. Here I lie - watching the clock click by, wanting to sleep, but not feeling tired...which may be caused by knowing I can't sleep. Tonight was not a bout of insomnia, which I occasionally suffer from - but something else. The Universe laughing at me, simply because I said the words, "I think I'm actually going to bed tonight."
Now it's working on six am, and I'm lying in my bed with my laptop on my lap - since my tummy doesn't want me to sit up or lie on it. A cat cuddles my humming ipod beside me - my elbow leaning on him.
And the song Overkill just went on. ALL the LYRICS:
I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications
Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know I'll be alright
Perhaps it's just imagination
Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Alone between the sheets
Only brings exasperation
It's time to walk the streets
Smell the desperation
At least there's pretty lights
And though there's little variation
It nullifies the night from overkill
Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Come back another day
I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications
Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know I'll be alright
It's just overkill
Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Ghosts appear and fade away
Ghosts appear and fade away
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So basically the song is explaining me right now. Not creepy Pants, not creepy at all.
[Pants=ipod name]
And sprinklers just went off and scared the crap outta my cat - which scared me more in turn. He's my night buddy. Sleeps all day, is awake with me at night. I'm weirded out right now. It's 5:43 atm...and it's pitch black outside. I stayed up this late like TWO NIGHTS ago..and it was getting brighter by 4. It's not far from six, and it's inky black outside.
Spooky. Kitty using iPod as pillow. I need to get a picture of that someday. Camera too far away atm. Which is sad...since it's literally like two feet away. My wrists are hurting from sitting/lying like I am. Back on bed. Laptop on tummy. Head on pillow. Wrists going NOOOOOOOOOOOºººººººº000000000ooooooo!
I'm contemplating whether I should try to sleep or not. It's a little brighter now, now that it's five-till-six. I'm really tired suddenly. I'll probably just sit though...
G'night/morning. I'm going to try to sleep.
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